Monday, October 29, 2007

Comfort
The pavement feels warm
tears are warmer than anything else
the wind blows and the cold sets in

I'm thinking of everything
Speculating on how you viewed me
Special, exotic, unique, but not it

You think that I'm lonely
Maybe clingy and soft
The walls are down and I want to yell
but I can't - it's not my place

I was just a number-it was something
I just had to face
Some girl that fell for your charm

Why I Was Mad

It was the other day, we walked

Knowing your heart was elsewhere

I'm sure you often wondered, what I thought
You often ask and your honesty scared me

I often lie, as you know
Especially when I'm mad

It was cold out, the taste of cold
was around like a cloud

It felt like you told me-lies

They would be able to take in
If they were, but they weren't.

Instead it was embraced
Held together-and I smiled.

Friends?

After the novelty has worn dry
the pictures have been taken down
I hope we can still be friends.

I like the silence
hat sits between-the two of us
the coversations that have pulled up a seat

those that haunt me, when i close my eyes

memories from before

everything that has been said, is said again
replayed and repeated softly

sometimes the silence, doesn't scare me
it's comforting... let it sit for a while
the taste of the lack of words is golden

communication was always our barricade