Trashy Letter

Writing you a letter
Back of gum wrappers and napkins
Listening to music, to get it right
You'd shake your head at me
Working on that BA, to get into grad school
So I can be happy
Thought of you as I ate
Sipping on water with lime
"Fickle, finicky, all things F-ed" that's what you said
Wanted to just say-I'm okay
Doubt I'll email you this
If I die, it's there
Whether you know it
You still owe me everything you stole
Days, months, birthday cards
Hours of a relationship, maybe.
It's such a waste, just a trend
Like these gum boxes and napkin scraps
It's all trash of a heart felt moment