Monday, March 26, 2007

Pocket Happiness

There's this part of me that doesn't know
Part of me that seems unable to comprehend
I feel so numb, useless even
My body is here, but my mind isn't
I'm going through the motions
Wondering what's holding me together
Who's listening? What's going on?
Too much has happened...
Too much is going on.
I feel so alone, it scares me.
Abandoned and bombared with messages
Hermit like in the corner
Will it ever stop?
Continual motion, this life spins...
Moment on moment...
second by minutes by hour by month
Forget days they pass like seconds
Forget years what are they anyways?
Significant monumental landmarks, placards
It doesn't matter...
When's the last time I smiled...
The last time I wasn't so morose
Truly felt something real that wasn't fictional
Not asthetically pleasing from my pocket
Bought

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